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that pain...
Miss, ang Hormones mo!
honestly, sex is better when you do it with someon...
i hope if i'm P..let me stay with rr, please..that...
Dear world, may nagawa na naman akong kasalanan :(...
last Thursday Night (err, Friday madaling araw)
virginity restoration
how can i be preggy? if i already had my menstruat...
ang imong "kagat labi" look, MAKA-HORNY UG SAMOT!!...
NMAT
algene
Sunday, August 31, 2008
my korean boyfriend
Consider this: a korean girl who came out of nowhere and offered us some pieces of kimchis approached Jerick and I for a piece of it.
The korean girl grabbed Jerick. Jerick grabbed my arms, so both of us were dragged along because of the Kimchi's misery.
"Here, you eat! You eat this!" the girl told Jerick while I on the other hand was busy pretending not to exist. The girl got another plate of the kimchi thing and handed it over to me and said, "Your girlfriend too, let her eat this."
Perfect!
All we could at that moment was to look at each other in a funny way then LAUGH. And even going to HKC, we two were still laughing hard.
Anyhow, in case you were wondering who this Jerick guy is, it's this guy on your left (see picture below). I got this picture from Lyan's multiply site. I just wanted to salute Jerick and Maca for a great robotic dance for their amat cheerdance presentation!
Waaaa! Kagaling talaga nila!:P
1 am
It was one of my most memorable nights/midnights so far. 1 am. We could have made the most out of it but we didn't. It was just good.
1 am. I was busy looking for him after my hair was done. I found him along the building's corridors wearing this read jacket, which surprisingly completed my jacket. I asked him if he was about to sleep but he said that yes, he would be he couldn't. So I invited him for a stroll. I too was having problems sleeping because of my hair.
Later on, we found ourselves walking along the creepy floors of the 2nd level and then decided to freak the people in 227. It was only Marcel, Mon and Lyle who were awake (Renz and Mikko wre sleeping). I peeped through the glass portion of the door which I successfully freaked Marcel out because of my continuous smiling. Mon creeped out too. Lyle was just laughing/smiling well I couldn't figure it out.
Outside, we both played raid the whomever-inside-room-227. Mon was curious with what was happening outside so he ran towards the door which I eventually managed to prevent from opening while 'boy tried to hide from somewhere. When 'boy was already hidden, I ran too and Mon followed. 'Boy tried to scare Mon and yes, he succeeded! You could have seen Mon's facial expression.
Anywhow, those were the fun parts. I'd still want to be with 'boy. I miss him. :(
1 am. I was busy looking for him after my hair was done. I found him along the building's corridors wearing this read jacket, which surprisingly completed my jacket. I asked him if he was about to sleep but he said that yes, he would be he couldn't. So I invited him for a stroll. I too was having problems sleeping because of my hair.
Later on, we found ourselves walking along the creepy floors of the 2nd level and then decided to freak the people in 227. It was only Marcel, Mon and Lyle who were awake (Renz and Mikko wre sleeping). I peeped through the glass portion of the door which I successfully freaked Marcel out because of my continuous smiling. Mon creeped out too. Lyle was just laughing/smiling well I couldn't figure it out.
Outside, we both played raid the whomever-inside-room-227. Mon was curious with what was happening outside so he ran towards the door which I eventually managed to prevent from opening while 'boy tried to hide from somewhere. When 'boy was already hidden, I ran too and Mon followed. 'Boy tried to scare Mon and yes, he succeeded! You could have seen Mon's facial expression.
Anywhow, those were the fun parts. I'd still want to be with 'boy. I miss him. :(
She is with Him.
Him loves she.
But she loves he.
He loves she.
But she and he couln't be together because of him.
She hopes for nothing.
He hopes for nothing.
Story ends.
T_T
Monday, August 25, 2008
not to
Attempts of healing me (physically and spiritually) was tested last night but apparently, only a part of my soul sank in the waters (how mean of me). I guess I really should be more patient, more attentive but less reactive of what people around me are doing.
Since little-miss-she-thinks-she-is-not-perfect (what a lame reason for covering up mistakes according to mikko) had somehow fallen gulity over the rant-ish post I had for everyone to know, I decided to place this post here instead since people do not know the password of this blog and I guess it would be a deeply desperate act of them to try and read whatever I had written here (and that means YOU desperate human being - for being able to read this!).
Anyhow, I got caught up with all the cheerdance thing. I had my back almost broken, eyes almost popped out and academic life almost thrown away. But nevertheless, I am able to come out alive (so far) and still coping up with the challenge, still both physically and spiritually.
Right now, I just want to rant about little-miss-she-thinks-she-is-not-perfect and her guy whom we wanted to tell that wala-mi-nag-UP-for-nothing for making us look like fools.
First, little-miss-she-thinks-she-is-not-perfect: first of all, WE ARE ALL NOT PERFECT and truly, it is a VERY LAME EXCUSE to cover up whatever mistakes you have done in the past. I am not perfect too but I do not do those things, gibberish things, that you are doing, can you damn explain that? Honestly, I do not like you! You have been using my expressions like "bata", hey! that's copyright protected (unless you are a part of our group which apparently you are not). Are you trying to fit in your lame self to us? Forget it. Just be the barkada's girl, but you could never be part of the barkada. Our (my) principles are different thus you don't have any chances of being able to practice those because you alone is a contradiction to the rule. I repeat, CONTRADICTION.
Next, her guy. Do you think we are DUMB (bobo) to think that you are just FRIENDS?! I couldn't rant more of this because I don't want to argue with a fool because people might not notice the difference (haha).
Anyway, it's so tiring to be spending a 10-minute post for two dumb asses. So I have to go now. Ciao.
Since little-miss-she-thinks-she-is-not-perfect (what a lame reason for covering up mistakes according to mikko) had somehow fallen gulity over the rant-ish post I had for everyone to know, I decided to place this post here instead since people do not know the password of this blog and I guess it would be a deeply desperate act of them to try and read whatever I had written here (and that means YOU desperate human being - for being able to read this!).
Anyhow, I got caught up with all the cheerdance thing. I had my back almost broken, eyes almost popped out and academic life almost thrown away. But nevertheless, I am able to come out alive (so far) and still coping up with the challenge, still both physically and spiritually.
Right now, I just want to rant about little-miss-she-thinks-she-is-not-perfect and her guy whom we wanted to tell that wala-mi-nag-UP-for-nothing for making us look like fools.
First, little-miss-she-thinks-she-is-not-perfect: first of all, WE ARE ALL NOT PERFECT and truly, it is a VERY LAME EXCUSE to cover up whatever mistakes you have done in the past. I am not perfect too but I do not do those things, gibberish things, that you are doing, can you damn explain that? Honestly, I do not like you! You have been using my expressions like "bata", hey! that's copyright protected (unless you are a part of our group which apparently you are not). Are you trying to fit in your lame self to us? Forget it. Just be the barkada's girl, but you could never be part of the barkada. Our (my) principles are different thus you don't have any chances of being able to practice those because you alone is a contradiction to the rule. I repeat, CONTRADICTION.
Next, her guy. Do you think we are DUMB (bobo) to think that you are just FRIENDS?! I couldn't rant more of this because I don't want to argue with a fool because people might not notice the difference (haha).
Anyway, it's so tiring to be spending a 10-minute post for two dumb asses. So I have to go now. Ciao.
Monday, August 18, 2008
ctrl + F9
SURVEY 1:
[04] How many times have you honestly
[04] How many times have you honestly
fallen deeply in love?
*i dont even know kng love ba to. haha.
07] Have you ever had your heart
broken?
*ewan. will it be? char. haha
[18] Do you know someone who likes you?
*hehehe..
[19] Do you like anyone?
*ewan.. waaa. do i?
[21] Do they know you like him/her?
*hahaha.. sakto. :D
SURVEY 2:(23) What can u say 'bout ur crush/GF
or BF/ or special someone??
*:D
4) What's your current relationship status?
__ ambot. weird. haha.
CURRENTLY:
26) Thinking about someone.
__ mejo.
29) Wanting.
__ to say something. :D
38) Has anyone ever told you they like you?
__ mron na ba? :D:D
44) Do you fall for people easily?
__ not usually. so if i fall, then it must mean..
SURVEY 3:
SURVEY 3:
Do you want to be in a relationship?
-cguro. ewan. :|
26. Ever felt jealous of your friend?
►oo. :(
39. What do you like about the person
you love?
► sweet. [waat! naa diay. haha.]
40. Is there something you wish you
could tell someone but can't? why?
► super. mahrap.
SURVEY 4:
SURVEY 4:
Do you like someone right this second?
ambot. haha.
You thinking of someone right now?
ambot.. cguro. :D
Thursday, August 14, 2008
first guy
Friendster bulletin survey answered last August 11, 2008:
First Question:
First Question:
You're really upset, who is the first guy you go to?hmmm..depende..sa 5, si mon siguro..but i won't talk about my problem to him directly..pero kung super desperate na talaga, si mark and ralph.. promise!haha
...but what if my problem would pertain to the guy that I usually first run to?
Shucks. I really don't want to cry but I couldn't think of any other way to take it out!
DAMMIT!
Tuesday, August 12, 2008
challenge
these are the moments when me and my character is being tested for:
- patience
- understanding
- love
- patience
- understanding
- love
Sunday, August 10, 2008
really?
"kailangang lumayo para may sumaya..." *char..
Really?
You've been together the whole duration of the field trip and you're saying that you need to move far away so that some other person will be happy?
dammit.
pag-syor oi!
can't think of any other word to describe you.. BITCH!
Really?
You've been together the whole duration of the field trip and you're saying that you need to move far away so that some other person will be happy?
dammit.
pag-syor oi!
can't think of any other word to describe you.. BITCH!
Wednesday, August 6, 2008
better as it is
got this from tashi, who got this from her friend na galing daw sa school paper ng addu college:)
hmmm..this is to my if poor (sir jong, neil, mon, yuri and wilson) bakit 5 na kayo?hmmm.hehe:)
super duper can relate with this poem. I really don't know what magic does friendship bring, but the hell I care, I could love you guys more than a boyfriend but still treat you all as one of a hell damn friend.:D [oops, may exception ata.hmmmm]
pasenxa na, sa amin kasi, I am the only one who could do these emo2x things, though you guys become 'emo' at times too pero out of the blue lang when you proclaim it to the public.dba?
here's the poem:D hope you'd be able to read this anytime soon:D
love ya guys:)
better as it is
by Isle
The lips of friendship
Is just a breath away
From love
Too close that they could
Almost touch each other.
But this thin air of detachment,
Too thin that only one move
Changes the story completely.
So you move away,
Keep your distance,
Remain where you stand,
Afraid to cross the line,
Afraid that it could be
One wrong move.
Because you know
That when love fails,
You can't be
Back to the safety
Of the predictable
Yet stagnant
State of friendship.
Friday, August 1, 2008
damn girl
This crazy thing called L.O.V.E. had been on and off and ON AGAIN for months now! And though I am not even part of it, I still get involve for being too emotional (and too CARING maybe) for my bestfriends.
April this year, I knew (from out of the blue) that Mon and Lyle had their thing or maybe I was just too, uhm, insensitive to notice. Anyway, that was it. Mon told me about all the things that was happening around: his upcoming removal for BIO 3, him worrying about his I-might-fail-Chem-17 grade (which I already knew that he got 5 for it but I thought that it would be improper if I'd be the one to tell it to him) and his 'love' issues with Lyle. And I guess, it was through this that our oh-so-inseparable friendship started.
May 2008 came and more and more confessions/issues came about:
- Mon's love becoming (sorry, I don't know the proper word to use but this is the only thing I could come about) rejected by Lyle because of I-don't-know-what reasons
- Me being hooked up on Wilson's attitude
- Neil and Yuri's friendship getting attached to ours and Sir Jong too.
- Sir Jong being close to the Bio people
- Wilson being really attached to us (and also to my heart - naks emo)
Anyway, there are too much details to mention. All I really care (and want to rant about) is the issues reverberating around the worlds of Lyle, Mon, Neil and Anj. Oh, about Neil and Anj, here's the background story:
Remember me telling you that Lyle rejected Mon's offering of LOVE? Now, since Mon doesn't have any rights on Lyle's feelings, he cannot say anything to whatever Lyle is doing with her life. However, recently Lyle had been attaching to herself to Neil (that's how I see it because knowing Neil, he is couldn't attach himself to this thing called LOVE).
Now this 'flirting' of Lyle to Neil had been a very hurtful scene for my friends. Mon's hurt because his love is flirting with his bestfriend; Anj is hurt too because her bestfriend is flirting with her love. With Mon and Anj being hurt (for these two freakin' guys are very close to me), I get hurt too. Eventually, this whole thing lead to Mon and Neil fighting because Neil thought that it was too shallow for Mon to think of that, while Mon thought that Neil betrayed him. Anj is currently not talking to Lyle anymore because of betrayal issues too.
See the point? I am not really included in this whole LOVE issue thing. To this Lyle girl, my point is: DO YOU KNOW HOW TIRING IT IS TO COMFORT YOUR BESTFRIENDS WHEN THEY ARE HURT BECAUSE OF THE SAME REASONS, SAME MISTAKES, AGAIN AND AGAIN?
I say, please stop messing up with my guys and friends. Your flirtatious acts lead to the ALMOST breakage of our group! And also, take note of my PLEASE. I don't care if you are messing up with four boys all at the same time as long as these guys are not my guys, my bestfriends.
Also, if you really do not love Mon, please don't act towards him that will give him hints of hope. Since you rejected him, the least you could do for him is to give him some space and let him move on. The guy needs to get himself back and with you hanging around, it ain't gonna happen, what more if you'd hanging around with his bestfriend. How about this, just lay off my guys for a moment, give us all some space and get out of our fuckin' lives.
To mon, if you'd really want to move on, you should learn to control yourself of moving away from Lyle. According to Ralph, if you know how to control yourself, you really could do it. Trust me, trust us (me and ralph) if you know how to control it, you'd be able to move on and be hurt no more.
Ciao. I didn't mean any hurt inflicted, but the hell I care, the truth really hurts, so deal with it.
April this year, I knew (from out of the blue) that Mon and Lyle had their thing or maybe I was just too, uhm, insensitive to notice. Anyway, that was it. Mon told me about all the things that was happening around: his upcoming removal for BIO 3, him worrying about his I-might-fail-Chem-17 grade (which I already knew that he got 5 for it but I thought that it would be improper if I'd be the one to tell it to him) and his 'love' issues with Lyle. And I guess, it was through this that our oh-so-inseparable friendship started.
May 2008 came and more and more confessions/issues came about:
- Mon's love becoming (sorry, I don't know the proper word to use but this is the only thing I could come about) rejected by Lyle because of I-don't-know-what reasons
- Me being hooked up on Wilson's attitude
- Neil and Yuri's friendship getting attached to ours and Sir Jong too.
- Sir Jong being close to the Bio people
- Wilson being really attached to us (and also to my heart - naks emo)
Anyway, there are too much details to mention. All I really care (and want to rant about) is the issues reverberating around the worlds of Lyle, Mon, Neil and Anj. Oh, about Neil and Anj, here's the background story:
Neil and Yuri had become really good friends because of their decisions of transferring campus. Meanwhile, Neil and Mon had been close ever since their college life started. I had been close to Neil since High School. And when you connect everything, you'll get the logic about me, Mon, Neil and Yuri being good friends. Also, with the addition of Sir Jong and Wilson in the group made me their muse among the lives of five boys.
Now, Mon and Lyle had their issues. As for me and Wilson, don't want to talk about it, I had it written in my previous blog post so you bother the haggles of researching it. Anj and Neil too had their own piece.
Neil had been really close to Anj and their closeness led to Anj's affection to Neil in a thing she called LOVE (again, it's the L word..fuck!) Upon Neil knowing about this so-called-affection-called LOVE, he immediately withdraw himself by not being with Anj for a while and this made Anj sad and heart broken.
Anj and Lyle had been close friends since their first year too, so let's consider them to be bestfriends.
Remember me telling you that Lyle rejected Mon's offering of LOVE? Now, since Mon doesn't have any rights on Lyle's feelings, he cannot say anything to whatever Lyle is doing with her life. However, recently Lyle had been attaching to herself to Neil (that's how I see it because knowing Neil, he is couldn't attach himself to this thing called LOVE).
Now this 'flirting' of Lyle to Neil had been a very hurtful scene for my friends. Mon's hurt because his love is flirting with his bestfriend; Anj is hurt too because her bestfriend is flirting with her love. With Mon and Anj being hurt (for these two freakin' guys are very close to me), I get hurt too. Eventually, this whole thing lead to Mon and Neil fighting because Neil thought that it was too shallow for Mon to think of that, while Mon thought that Neil betrayed him. Anj is currently not talking to Lyle anymore because of betrayal issues too.
See the point? I am not really included in this whole LOVE issue thing. To this Lyle girl, my point is: DO YOU KNOW HOW TIRING IT IS TO COMFORT YOUR BESTFRIENDS WHEN THEY ARE HURT BECAUSE OF THE SAME REASONS, SAME MISTAKES, AGAIN AND AGAIN?
I say, please stop messing up with my guys and friends. Your flirtatious acts lead to the ALMOST breakage of our group! And also, take note of my PLEASE. I don't care if you are messing up with four boys all at the same time as long as these guys are not my guys, my bestfriends.
Also, if you really do not love Mon, please don't act towards him that will give him hints of hope. Since you rejected him, the least you could do for him is to give him some space and let him move on. The guy needs to get himself back and with you hanging around, it ain't gonna happen, what more if you'd hanging around with his bestfriend. How about this, just lay off my guys for a moment, give us all some space and get out of our fuckin' lives.
To mon, if you'd really want to move on, you should learn to control yourself of moving away from Lyle. According to Ralph, if you know how to control yourself, you really could do it. Trust me, trust us (me and ralph) if you know how to control it, you'd be able to move on and be hurt no more.
Ciao. I didn't mean any hurt inflicted, but the hell I care, the truth really hurts, so deal with it.