Good thing that the transference thing that Sir Jong had once told me was just temporary. Good great luck to me if it wasn't or else I could have broken three hearts by now. But of course, I ain't happy for having to break one person's heart. One broken heart is too many. Zero should be the perfect count.

Two guys and two hearts. Unfortunately I had only one. If I could just split myself and my heart into two through a kagebunshin power, then I'd be having no problems at all.

Boy 1: Si Mr. X
I loved him, loving him and always be loving him but perhaps, the two-month separation period that could have given us the chance to enjoy ourselves for just a sixth of our lives every year had turn into something different. Instead, I ended up seeking for love and unfortunately, I found someone who substituted his place and according to a friend, it's what you call transference (just search wikipedia for the proper definition of it).

Boy 2: Si Mr. Y
I never imagined checking out myself and having to feel something for Mr. Y. Whatever the something is, I could not sort out too so please do not ask me. I always see Mr. Y as a younger person, a little brother to me.

Both X and Y have humorous personalities but I guess, I have seen X to be more serious than Y. Both know how to crack jokes and make laugh hard making my abdominal muscles be numb for a while.

But then, I had been missing X for a long time now and I really wanted to be with him.

However, everytime I see Y, I'd still feel the affection.

Damn. This is hard!